Note: so tired but so in the mood to post this.
What did you see?
When you decided to look back
Show me, blind me with a flash
Come sit with me, on this field of grass
A horizon you’ve left behind?
The last figure of your precious mind?
When did you lose yourself?
Show me where you fell
You’ve closed a door behind
Another one ahead now
But any closure you still can’t find
Heart stopped, don’t look down
You haven’t recovered, not yet
Something is missing, not the first time you felt
The thought twined tight your pines
No string attached to the other side
So, what do you see?
A stranger, crouching through corridors
With laughing pillars, screaming doors
Nowhere to be found, what he looked for
So he fell for the temptation, and escaped
A drop of tear reflected radiance
You feel it now, your past narrates
A story of a lost man
Once a part of something, but then ran
What is it, the feeling that you hide?
Guilt, whirls round and why?
Why did you run?
There was so much to hunt
Time won’t repeat so look
Look forward and close your book
Not for now to feed the guilt
Turn your back and leave it
Never look back
Though guilt will always scavenge
Through the remains of your self
Walk, step slowly
Restart, find a home to live