Lazy

I may be dumb
But I'm not an idiot
I know I could do a lot of stuffs
If only things were easier

I yawn
I lay myself to sleep
It's dawn
Still want to stay in my dream

How to get out of bed
In the morning
I wanted to write a word that rhyme
But whatever, couldn't find one
Too lazy I guess

I was actually going to write a proper poem
Not anymore, I suppose
Was going to tell you how far my laziness lies
But maybe some other time

Too lazy to think hard
Too lazy to search for a word that would rhyme with the last word on the previous line so I guess I'll end this with a bit of a asdfghjkl

It Is Time

Dark it becomes
When your candles are blown by the wind
One by one, dying slowly
And you keep playing your violin
And you keep singing to live

Cold it becomes
When the night falls under your feet
Minute by minute, fading slowly
And you finally cut your wings
And you no longer need to feel happy

You blow the dust off of your old guitar
You kiss a goodbye to your golden times
Those glorious days you believe to be the past
And you smile upon knowing your son would live a happy life

Screaming fans surrounded you
You've been around the world
With precious friends alongside you
Through melodies and genuine words
You went far to places new
Keeping your faith to inspire others

But now that you've done your work
It is time to play with your grandchildren
You would tell them your story
A nobody who became everyone's somebody

Turn off the light inside the studio
Unplug the wires, no more stereo
It is time to take a sit at the balcony
Give it an end and finish your tea
You have given them your legacy
There is no more to pay
Now to enjoy your last days

Animal

He's cursed
Silver glow of his diamonds
Not everyone knows whom he's hurt
He's just that good
And to have been chosen
They feel honored
And he just smiles like a predator
Hunts for food
Food for his own pleasures
The darker the better
Bathes in crimson
Ego grows bigger

But he's just that good
Holding a cup of golden
A touch of infinite power
Bright eyes like they're burned
Sharp white fangs of a panther

Sly
Full of lies
Feeling in control of people's lives

And he's just that good
It's him you can't ever fathom
What he hides
Inside his mind
No one is trusted
No one's allowed to enter
No longer feels sadness
Or he never even had that emotion
Like an animal

Thrives for perfection
In his artwork
Of bleeding sirens
And crying mothers
And screaming children

So he would feel satisfied
By his own creations
Paintings of miserable lives
When guilts are severed
When the human side
Is there no longer

That Voice We All Have Heard

I'm haunted every night
The same voice, it's alive
Its origin unknown and it likes
to crawl through my spine
Telling me that I'm dead inside
Laughing at my every right
"There's nowhere to hide"
"You're on the edge of the line"
"Why don't you end your life?"
 
My bones, shatter
My body, shudder
My heart, tremble

Curse sweeps even the tiniest corner
When I ask myself, the voice answers
The first time I recognized my name
It blossomed with identity shaped
like a shadow
like a death row

Inside its influence I got caught
Without a second thought
I don't even bother to say no anymore
For it has taken complete control

Maybe I'm crazy
But who fucking cares

I'm so self-centered enough already
That I've gone blind to my surroundings
Oblivious
Obnoxious

Hey this will never be finished
Words are limited
If I go on, it will take forever
If I stop, well, it will never matter

 

Angry

I don't know what got into me
Maybe an evil entity or something
Am I lonely? No, not really
I've got friends whom I can laugh with
So why am I so angry?
Angry at something,
or at someone, I can't figure out
Only at these times that my emotions got out
I let them be seen, I let my guard down
Just hoping no one had found out

Do I need therapy?
Probably, I guess I'll admit it
But then again I'll never know for sure
If I need a cure
Or if I can still endure

I'm the most useless
My ego wrapped me like a blanket
While I'm being all angry and wishing for life to be easier
Someone out there desperately needs a hand to grab on
Or they simply need a shoulder
to lean on
to cry on

Does a simple "sorry" still count?
But I guess an immediate action to help around
is what matters
We're currently not together
We are still in cages
All with each of our differences
Hoping? Waiting?
How about doing?
Or breaking?
Not complaining
And definitely not being angry