It won’t go away

Dramatic
I know
All these dialogues within
Yet they keep happening
These voices
They keep telling me what’s the matter
there are important things I should be doing
and that I’m being so weak and selfish

“Boo hoo everybody’s got problems”

I should keep my feet walking
my mouth talking
my ears listening
get my tasks finished

Yet this thing,
it keeps happening
It’s like,
once I feel like I’m keeping it all together
it falls apart
as if by default

As if it’s meant to happen to begin with
to be present inside of me
and here it is staying
and will forever be

Again and again and again
every single time

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